I'm going to kill myself soon.
I'm stuck in a complete cycle of drug abuse, procrastination, anxiety, and paranoia. Every day since I was in middle school I've worked my ass of to learn how this fucking machine we call a computer works. Although it has given me unlimited advancement for career opportunities, it has left me a void and needy person. I would say here that I want sex, but frankly I don't care anymore. I just want someone to hold me and pet my head and tell me everything is going to be ok. Yes I am a virgin. You've probably been reading these things for a while, and I hope I've had the priveledge of being the absolute worst.
A tender loving person who likes to cuddle.